KireiTenkeiEmi

Talking to people is less painful then hiding your emotions. LIES. Knowing that you can’t express your thoughts is the most painful thing. Not seeing the depression one carries means that there’s none there. LIES. Can you see your brain? So then that doesn’t exist either. Depression means you’re weak. LIES. Depression is only a sign in which you’ve been strong for too long. I want to kill myself. LIES. You simply only want things to become better but they aren’t. Make it. I’M FINE. lies. No one is fine. I don’t need help. lies. Everyone needs help. Are you still listening? If so, you&rsquo

     During the time that I have been fighting in this war, I have realized that people are irrelevant to this planet. This world doesn’t revolve around our survival—neither does it depend upon it—because we are only here to try to survive.     At one point, I purposefully drew the undead’s attention towards myself in order to save my friends from certain death. Unfortunately, I am now alone in this apocalyptic world. I have been fending for myself for the past five days.     I am lost and worried about my group.     I found myself standing out here with little defense while the undead walk around. It was just li